'I bought a baseball cap to hide my kippah': Jews observe first Shabbat after Golders Green attack
"I felt that to go on the underground, as a religious Jew, was just too problematic. "
On Saturday morning, they go to synagogue, to pray and reflect on the week that's just passed.
Yet at the same time this weekend the ritual will feel different for every Jew in Britain.
"Unsurprisingly, this week we are going to have even more security.
My synagogue is like a prison.
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But the thought of going to a Jewish site in Golders Green fills him with fear.
"In the back of my mind, I'm thinking how to keep myself from being stabbed in the queue," he says.
Wagner has also been wrestling over whether to wear a kippah when walking to synagogue this week.
His child has surprised him by asking him to promise not to do so.
"I still haven't decided," he says.
"I will need to have a discussion with them on the day.
This will be a similar scene at every synagogue.
I was on last Saturday, and I'll be thinking of them this Saturday," he says.
"I shall be worrying about copycat attacks to the one in Golders Green.
I hope these new random street attacks will not suddenly multiply. "
Moving to Israel For some Jewish people, it simply feels too frightening to go to synagogue at all.
"In an ideal world, we would take our baby to shul [synagogue]," says Ben, a lawyer from north London.
We have gone to synagogue less because of our baby and our need to protect him. "
So now, I try to do as much [of the prayers] as I can from home. "
This week, Ben and his wife also made a big life decision.
On the day of the stabbings, they decided they'd had enough of antisemitism in the UK.
"It was this week's attack that has made us decide to move to Israel.
Seeing innocent Jewish people being stabbed - that pushed it over the edge for us," he says.
But many Jews say they have no intention of going anywhere.
"I'm very grateful that, though I was there on the scene, I was not hurt," she adds.
She says the two injured men "will be in our hearts and minds as we pray for their healing".
"This Friday night, just like every other, my family will gather for Shabbat - with the wonders of technology adding on screen those at college or travel," he adds.
"At times of sorrow or fear, there is an added comfort in ritual and family.
"After the Holocaust, we were protected by the revulsion that swept the world, but that has gradually become thinner and thinner, to the extent that I now understand what it must have felt like for my great-grandparents. "
Adam Wagner has urged the government to treat this as an emergency, take risks and act with speed.
However, he says the problem extends beyond politics.
"This is not a problem that has come from nowhere.
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